i'm really sorry my friend.
i can't believe our stupidity has gotten into so much trouble.
and i'm so disappointed in myself that i'd actually let us do it.
someone asked me. how can i let her do it?
the thing is i myself wanted to do it as well.
and i understand perfectly why she needed to do so.
at that moment, we didn't bother to think that much.
now we can only regret.
she called and told me i save her life.
4 more pills and she'd be dead.
thank god i had the rest.
furthermore, we drank alcohol excessively.
but we shouldn't have even done it.
and partly its my fault cause i was insensible.
now i just hoped she's okay.
please be alright.
or else it will be on my conscience forever.
sighs.
i guess this is how foolish one person can get because of pain and hurt.
no more of it please.
no more.



please save our souls tonight.

- evan

at 6/25/2006 07:30:00 PM.